1- The first rule of love demands acceptance. Acceptance of flaws, of dispirited behaviour, of adamant anxiety, of insane beliefs.
2- you've to study me in details. I've been doing it for years. I don't know myself. I've learnt lessons but I don't ever reach on conclusions. I'm falling apart, and I've a thing for books with rusted pages, music that make you lose and people who dream.
3- I want to run away, in the woods. Float above the deep water, I don't know how to swim. I had a dream last night, I was drowning. But it didn't make me feel miserable. I wake up thirsty. I can't decipher dreams. And you cannot comphrehend me.
4- leave, go away, don't ever come back, I don't want you, I don't need you, gather your self respect and walk across the road for heaven's sake, this is what my demons force me to say. Sometimes, I start believing that they are whole of me. Can you hold me for a moment and force me to believe otherwise?
5- if I push you away, it means I need you terribly. If I scream my heart out to you, it means you've hurt me. If I tell you I don't believe in love, it means I want you to make me believe.
6- someone can love you with all their heart and soul and you can still feel unloved.
7- i have the best intentions for you but I speak words as sharp as thorns. don't blame me for I've realised that sugar-coated words are not as same as a soft heart.
8- I don't want to be a free bird, the horizon is endless. I am tired of walking, I can't behave no longer as if the journey keeps me sane.
9- I'm losing my mind. or maybe, I know too much to feel happy and entertain your petty world. The world is hypnotising me, and I wish to remain a prey.
10- across the country, there is a small cottage with broken windows but a beautiful porch. peace often stays there. I want to make love with such peace. Will you come along?
11- We can sip coffee from the yellow mug and I can read books for you even when you're not interested in them. You can listen me and choose to kiss in between. I'll smile at you and continue narrating the story again.
✍️ - @Poetryandpoetess#ScribblersWord
If we meet
Amidst a crowd
I don't even recognize
Wearing a blue saree
Eyes perfectly lined
Every time you
Arrange your hair
As the winds make them messy,
Little Things by 1D
Will start playing in my head
And I will walk past you
Our eyes will meet again,
Will you recognize me?
At the same night
If I see you with a guy
Dancing under the moonlight
To the tunes of "The Night We Met"
The crowd cheering
Both of your names
I will stand in the corner
Writing the saddest poem
I will unlock my phone,
Our first photograph as my wallpaper
And this time you smile back
In that photograph,
I will walk away
Hoping you would call me out,
Will you call me?
Will it be too late then
To say that I love you?
Or is love still a complicated mess?
I will wait for you at every dawn
Can you just promise
I will cross your mind
Every now and then
That's what I fear
Will never happen.
And as the song by one direction plays
I will love you till infinity
You will be in a different galaxy
A different universe
To hear that song
My heart will sing
✍️ - @introverted.illusions#ScribblersWord