I am dreaming of going to school lately, to study - I feel like I am “finally” ready. I wasn’t “ready” to commit to an education for my interests so blindly at 17 when I graduated high school. I enrolled in “business marketing”. Even though I knew I wanted to make YouTube into a career as I couldn’t imagine myself taking the advice of a teacher or listen to them proclaim things as “true” when they weren’t really living it themselves. It didn’t make sense to me. I got accepted to college and attended 3 classes. I remember getting emails from the teachers saying “Alexandra, we have yet to meet you. Please come to class.” That was funny as hell to me. I am laughing thinking about that. Now, at 24- I am successful in my chosen field, but looking for another conquest. I am so interested in learning from the best of the best and deepening my career goals based on more than my own teaching which has gotten me thus far.. Can I do that? Can I go to school? Be a good mom? still work? I barely passed high school. Idk if I’ll do it. But I want to. I think. Shout out to all you girls who are in school you inspire the shit out of me right now!!! What are you studying? Do you enjoy it? Comment below. High school also “counts” in my eyes, and in that case comment your fav subject!
Honestly this postpartum body-ody-ody 🔪😩 I’m not gonna act like I don’t feel happy and confident because of course nothing is perfect etc. and like.. I could workout and be less squishy, I could worry about my loose skin (and stretch marks) but shit instead I’m just FEELING myself